♪ I can still dance 'til my shoes fall off ♪
♪ Lately, I've been feeling just a little less lost... ♪
Alright!
Woo! Girls' trip!
It is so cute.
♪ Yeah, I did it ♪
♪ Yeah, I really pulled through, babe ♪
♪ I've never seen anything like this ♪
So, I'm really excited
because I've been planning a girls' trip for my birthday.
So, we're gonna stay in this really nice, little penthouse
and have a girls' weekend away.
Ooh, I'm so excited!
But since the baby blessing, there's a clear division,
sinners versus saints,
because Jen uninvited Jessi, Taylor, Layla, and Demi.
Feel like we have this weird divide right now.
Like, the "sinners" and the angels are at the baby blessing.
So, I'm really hoping that by the end of the trip,
we will be one united group again.
How's it gonna be, Whit, seeing Taylor?
It's gonna be a boxing match. Ding, ding, ding, ding! Who's gonna win?
Well, she's pregnant,
so you can't do that. Oh, yeah.
I forgot she's pregnant. I forgot! Eh, sue me.
We're getting there first, so I think we get first dibs on room.
Taylor, I feel like you're kind of quiet right now.
I'm anxious, like, very anxious.
I'm gonna pop my anxiety meds when we get there.
- Oh, my God. - I already did.
If there's er-- any, like, confrontation,
like, you're stuck with that person for the weekend.
- Yeah. - You can't just leave.
Feels really good to be back with the girls.
I have missed them, I've missed the friendship of MomTok.
And I am really grateful that they've, like, given me, like, this second chance.
But I'm anxious about the girls' trip.
But I have some hard conversations I need to have with Whitney.
I wanna know why she didn't come to my baby shower,
and why there's this elephant in the room.
I wanna see where she's comin' from,
kinda understand why she feels these feelings towards me.
Just know this, Taylor, if things get wild, I've got your back.
Yeah. - Oh, really? That's sweet of you.
I'm still mad at Whitney.
First the fruity cereal incident, then becoming the victim.
Demi, I have a gift for you.
Oh, shut up!
So dumb.
Tensions are high.
I have a surprise coming later,
so this weekend should be pretty interesting.
♪ Hallelujah ♪
♪ Listen up ♪
♪ I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪
♪ I've got everything you could ever want ♪
♪ Try me and you'll see ♪
♪ I'll bring you to your knees ♪
♪ Baby, you're gonna believe ♪
♪ Lead us not into temptation ♪
♪ Temptation ♪
We're here!
- We made it. - This is cute.
Very cute. Girls' trip! Girls' trip!
Follow me, ladies, to the penthouse suite.
Welcome home, ladies.
I was, like, not expecting that.
Mayci! Wait, this is so cute!
Oh, cute. Guys, it's so nice!
I gotta pop one of these.
Just moms and snacks.
You and Bret ever fight?
We're actually currently in a little bit of a disagreement,
- just over the whole Fruity Pebbles thing. - Oh, shoot.
Yeah, and he wasn't, like, a prude about it.
He was like, "I get it. I want you to be excited,
"I want you to be able to talk about these things,
"but I don't wanna feel like I have to second guess what I'm about to do
in the bedroom."
So, I was like, "I get that."
And I-I do feel bad 'cause I feel like I, like, betrayed him in a way.
It-It's-- I take full accountability
that I'm the one that opened the can of worms,
but it does bother me the way that Whitney went about that.
It just felt a little tacky to me.
Yeah, I could tell you were so upset.
Is Whitney levelheaded enough to have that conversation with?
- Like, how is that conversation gonna go? - You know her the best.
I don't know. Feel-- I don't know.
I feel like-- Well, maybe she should stop doing things then.
Whitney's been one of my really good friends for two years now.
She likes to think that she's self-aware,
but she doesn't take accountability a lot of the time.
Even I would've been like, "Hey, sorry I didn't send you a message
about not coming to your shower." Like, I don't know.
Yeah, the fact that she, yeah, the fact that she can go about life
and go about those situations just, like, unbothered,
that makes me nervous.
I'm honestly surprised to hear that other people have issues with Whitney.
I thought I was maybe the only one on the outside of it with her.
But we work together, we do lots of events together,
I would like to be a good friend to her.
And I'm really hoping that we can hash this out.
Birthday party!
Birthday girl!
Wait.
I can't believe this house has this many rooms.
Shut the fuck up! Welcome to paradise!
Oh, look how cute it is!
Wait, shut up!
Happy birthday!
I got everyone matching sweat.
"MomTok"? Shut up!
So cute!
Whitney has come bearing gifts,
matching sweat sets.
It was so thoughtful of her.
And I'm not gonna lie, it's kind of refreshing
to see this side of Whitney.
Why don't we go in the jacuzzi?
Once you're in actually, slay.
This is nice. This is so relaxing.
Jen looks like she can't see.
What? It's, like, all on your lashes.
Should we get out? - Yeah, I'm down.
It's kind of cold. Let's go. - I'm over it.
I can't remember the last time I had a shower
in like my swimsuit with girls.
I feel like a little girl.
I think my favorite thing about our group of women
is that we all just like to have a good time
and we just have so much fun together.
So, is Zac with your kids?
Mm-hm, yep. Okay.
How's he feelin' about being alone with them?
I think Jordan's freaking out. He's like, "Uh, are any of the nannies available?"
I'm like, "You'll be fine." Yes. Stop it.
So, he's not really the stay-at-home dad right now. Like, he's--
No, I mean, he is,
but I could never see him just being at home 24/7.
'Cause, I mean, would Zac ever do that?
- Like-- - No.
We definitely still have, like, our tough days where, like,
- we just aren't on the same page. - Yeah.
In his head, I think he thinks, you know, after 15 years, he'll be the provider.
So, he's like, "My job's more important
because, like, I'm gonna be providing for us for life."
But he can't get there without you doing it now.
Exactly. So, that's where we, like,
- you know? - That is so hard.
I'm currently the breadwinner in my relationship.
I'm providing for my kids, my husband to go to medical school.
And I definitely think this is super hard for him, coming from a traditional family.
And they have good intentions,
but it comes from a place sometimes of them telling you
what you can and can't do.
100%. - And we're both strong women,
and so, I feel like we're like, "No." Like--
- But then it causes an issue. - For sure.
The male typically being the sole provider within our religion
makes our situation a little bit tricky.
And so, there's definitely a lot of tension in our relationship.
I used to be the person that would just say yes to everything and now I don't.
You're finding your voice now. - Yes!
And you know what, like, I'm, like, I'm proud of that.
I'm like, "Shoot, you better be making a lot of money by then." I'm just kidding.
Yeah. Like, this better be worth it.
I thought it was bullshit when Jen made this decision
to uninvite us from the baby blessing.
And I do think it was Zac behind that decision
because I know Jen, she's very welcoming.
And I think that Zac really put his foot down in this situation.
But right now, she's opening up,
and I'm feeling really optimistic about our friendship moving forward.
By the time he's done with medical school,
I'll probably be making more money than he'll ever make.
No, literally, isn't that funny.
Like, you're like, "My side gig actually provides for us."
No, like, literally.
- What do ya know? - Like, literally.
♪ Just let me shine ♪
♪ You need a moment, boy, get in line ♪
♪ Been working day and night... ♪
I don't know what I'm gonna wear. What are you guys wearing?
Oh, I brought those to go with this dress.
Oh, shiz. - What?
I forgot my garments!
Oh, everyone, I have some information!
The garment queen forgot her garments!
I'm dead.
Yeah, you know, the reason why I wear garments is when you go through the temple
or when you get married and you've committed to this person
and you've committed to God,
wearing them is supposed to be, like, a constant reminder for you daily.
Everyone, attention! Wait, you didn't pack any?
- Well, I dried-- - She "forgot".
I dried them last minute.
She forgot! 'Cause she knew that there was...
You're gonna get struck down. - ...some-- a male chef coming tonight.
So, she will be wearing a low-cut--
She's like, "Ooh, is the chef single?"
Jen's tits are gonna be way out tonight.
It might be time to pump anyways.
Wait, did you bring underwear? - No, I literally didn't bring anything.
Like, you don't have a thing? - I don't have anything.
Can you DoorDash garments?
♪ So good... ♪
Woo! Dinner.
Yummy. Look how hot you guys are.
Did you do this all yourself, Mayci?
I made this, everyone.
Who's saying the prayer?
Do you guys wanna say a prayer? Yes, absolutely. We have a meal.
Jen, do you wanna say the prayer? Sure.
Dear Heavenly Father, we're so grateful for this day.
We're so grateful for this time that we could spend together.
And, um, please bless this food, it will give us [inaudible] and strength
in our bodies,
and that we may have an amazing weekend.
And I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Amen.
Praise the Lord, hallelujah.
And eat!
- Whitney, are you drinking rosé? - It is.
You want a taste?
Alright, are we doing a little cheers for Mayci?
Oh, to me?
I'm happy because things look like they're going good so far.
So, I think we're all just hoping it stays that way.
Okay, raise a toast. For Mayci.
Mayci!
Happy birthday!
Happy 21st!
Happy 16th, sweetie! Thank you. Oh, my gosh!
Should we go around and do an "I love you because"?
Oh, I love that. Yeah, let's do it.
I love Mayci because I know I could tell her absolutely anything
and she wouldn't judge me for it.
Aw!
She just gets my sense of humor.
I feel like we're very-- Actually, we're not similar.
We're actually quite opposite.
But that's what makes it the best, you know?
You are just genuinely yourself, and I think you're amazing.
You're blunt. You just say it how it is to people's face.
And some people will call that bitchy.
Okay.
But I actually really like that.
I love all of you. Thank you for being here.
I'm glad we could all come together in feast.
My favorite thing to do, which is to eat.
Guys, I have something for you. I have a little activity.
- Oh! - Oh, no.
Yeah. Okay, everyone, I brought a truth box.
This is full 100% honesty tonight, 'kay?
I'm hoping we are able to share, if there is existing tension,
that we're able to be honest and work through those things.
No! I'm gonna die.
This sucks because this group of girls,
even if this is meant to be, like, lighthearted and good intentions,
it's not going to be.
This is so stupid. Like, an anonymous truth box, really?
If you really wanna tell someone the truth, just go say it to their face.
Demi's truth box, this is the worst idea I've ever heard in my entire life.
So, in here, I have cards that you're gonna write a question on.
And we don't know who said what, right?
No, they're all anonymous. Yes. Leave them anonymous.
So, I'm gonna pass out the cards. Write it down on the card,
fold it in half, and then just put it back in the box.
Okay, here we go.
I'm really not wanting to do this.
I personally am excited for it.
I don't have much to release.
Everyone just kinda knows my dirty laundry already.
But I'm curious to hear other people's.
Hey, is everyone done? Should we go change?
Let's go change. Yeah. Let's put our sweats on!
Sweatsuits!
The whole intention of this truth box
is to say the things that you wanna say.
And honestly, I want to clear the air with Whitney,
hash out what we need to hash out, and move past this.
So, who's getting the short straw?
Who's going first?
Saw my name.
"Layla, if you could sleep with one of your friend's husbands,
- who would it be and why?" - Ew!
You better watch out.
I'm not gonna go take Bret from him.
He wouldn't even give me a chance. Are you kidding me?
Look at his fucking wife.
I would never,
but theoretically, if you guys weren't together,
I would climb him like a tree.
She's like, "I'd be Maude's stepmom."
Alright, next.
"Jen, which girl in this room would you go lesbian for? Prove it!
Exclamation mark, exclamation mark, exclamation mark."
Oh, gosh.
- It's Tay. - Yeah.
Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss. No, no!
Woo!
I'd go gay for you.
Ew!
Pass the box.
Whitney! Oh, God.
Every time someone's reading, a part of my heart--
"Why don't you like Taylor? Are you just jealous of her clout?"
Oh, God.
Oh, my God.
Literally in my mind I'm like, "Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit."
I don't think I'm jealous of Taylor's clout.
I think I was jealous of the forgiveness that Taylor got
during that time of her whole swinger drama
that I feel like I didn't get.
Wait, forgiveness for what?
Just, like, the RSV video.
Two weeks after I had given birth,
Conner took Liam to our pediatrician.
The doctor is testing his oxygen levels,
and the doctor's like, "These are scarcely low.
"Like, you need to take him to the hos--
you need to take him to the emergency room right now."
So, Conner rushes Liam to the emergency room.
The first couple days were a bit scary, but then he was getting better.
And so, I'm thinking like, "Let's, you know, do something fun."
And I made a video.
In that video, people felt that
I was using my child's sickness for clout and for attention.
Everyone was so quick to forgive Taylor online for swinging.
And then I just feel like I still get shred into pieces
almost every single video.
But, no, I'm-I'm not jealous of Taylor's clout.
And I feel like I don't-- "if I don't like her",
I feel like that's a completely different conversation
- for a different time. - Yeah.
I am very confused 'cause I'm like, "Girl, you have no idea
"the amount of bullying, threats, and comments
"that I have received on a daily basis up until today
on how awful of a person I am."
So, I think I got way more trash than she has by far.
It's so crazy to me that Whitney's not honest with Taylor
about her feelings of jealousy
because she is very open about it when Taylor's not around.
And when asked straight to her face, Whitney lies about it.
Come on, girl, the truth has got to come out sometime.
"Taylor, if you found out today that Dakota lied
"and actually slept with Jenna that night,
would you leave him even though you are having his baby?"
100,000% would be dead to me.
Really?
Wait, we need a little backstory.
So, we weren't, like, officially dating.
He had originally slept with a girl,
lied about it, ended up telling me the truth.
And he was like, "Okay, like, I'm so sorry."
And I was like, "It's good we're not dating."
And then he went off with another girl, which is Jenna.
And I asked him if, like, he slept with her and he said he only kissed her.
He's, like, sworn on his life.
'Cause I said if that ever comes out that you guys did anything else,
I will leave you in, like, a snap of a fingers.
So, I was like, "So, if you did, just come clear now."
Yeah.
And he's, like, sworn on his life that he didn't.
So, even now-- - 100%. It wouldn't even be a question.
I'd leave in a heartbeat.
'Kay, next question.
"Demi, did you ever say that Jen is 'too Mormon'?"
I've never said she's "too Mormon".
I have said that you bring it up in conversation a lot.
"Can't do that 'cause da-da-da,"
or like, "Can't wear that 'cause my garments or da-da."
It's just brought up a lot, and to me--
So, that would stop you from hanging out with me?
- Being friends with me? - No, not-- No. No, no, no.
Which is funny, you two are giggling because you were the one
- that told her this, obviously. - Yeah.
Demi actually told me something about you.
- Recently? - Yeah.
No. Yeah.
Something about being very Mormon.
And you guys both agreed, so.
- Agreed? - No, we did not.
- Yes, you did. - Abso-fucka-lutely not, Demi.
That's not a word.
Well, we didn't, so don't say that we did.
Yes, you did. - No, we did not.
Ultimately, did I say that Jen is "too Mormon"?
I did, and I stand by that.
The question isn't what struck a nerve with me necessarily.
It was who I knew that information came from.
We were shocked. We were like, "Really? We thought you were friends with Jen."
I was friends with Jen.
But then when I brought it up, you said, "I totally understand
where you're coming from. She can be that way."
- Did I say that, Mayci? Did I say that? - I don't, I don't remember.
Talk to Jen! You guys work it out.
No, don't be that bitch.
Don't say, "I'm gonna tell the story, then don't talk to me."
No! We're right here. Okay.
When I said it's a little bit annoying how it's like,
"Look at me, I'm so Mormon,"
and you said, "I totally get where you're coming from.
She can be that way."
This is so stupid.
Please somebody come in this door and shoot me
because I do not wanna be here anymore.
Okay. But what's so confusing to me
is that you would rate yourself a nine out of 10 on the Mormon scale,
yet I'm too Mormon for you-- It's not about being too Mormon.
I don't go around saying, "I'm hosting a BYU Mormon graduation.
I'm wearing my garments for the 7,000th time."
I'm solid in who I am and I don't need to go around saying, "I am Mormon."
But I feel like often you will wear that as, like, a badge of honor.
And, to me, it's kinda gaggy--
Okay, what's frustrating is that you didn't confront me first.
And I feel like now you're, like,
notorious for doing this for a lotta people.
Like, calling Taylor "white trash".
When Whitney told me that Demi said I was "too Mormon" for her,
she also told me that Demi called Taylor "white trash".
Demi calls Taylor "white trash".
That's kinda harsh. Like, you don't just say that.
I wouldn't even say that and I don't like Taylor.
It seems like you keep doing this. - What are you talking about?
Wait, so when did you call me "white trash"?
Let me explain where that was coming from.
I had just gotten done explaining to the girls
the night of the party that we came over,
you were, like, super drunk, so I don't even know if you remember this.
But you were, like, coming over kissing Bret on the head,
kissing me on the head and be like,
"I love you guys," and, like, being touchy.
And I-- Granted, I knew nothing that was going on.
You started being super, like, flirty with Bret,
and, like, laughing with him, and leaning over the couch,
- and I was, like, sitting there-- - N-No.
1,000%. Bret was there. I can confirm.
You were leaning over the couch and were like, "Tee-hee-hee,"
like, laughing into him and you were, like, talking directly to him
while I was sitting right there on the couch.
I was, like, watching you go from, like, husband to husband,
flirty, whatever--
Well, I was considered a swinger so, yeah.
I mean, shocker. No, but I didn't know that
at the time, so from my perspective
I'm thinking, I got invited to a couple's party and this is trashy.
It's a complete shitshow.
In the shitter, the sewer, just shit, everywhere, shit, shit, shit.
But honestly, I love it.
But it still doesn't make it acceptable
- to call her "white trash". - I'm not saying that. Shush.
What I'm saying is that I had just-- Let's not shush her.
No, no. I don't wanna hear your judgment
'cause you haven't even listened to what I'm saying.
And you weren't in this situation.
In that moment, when I had just told everyone what had happened,
I feel like all those feelings came up and I just get kinda loose-lipped
and I'm just like, "Honestly, yeah, a lot of what she does is trashy.
"And like, yeah, I'm not surprised.
- That is trashy." - So what else is trashy that I do then?
Since a lot of it is.
Well, I mean, the whole swinging thing was trashy.
Sure, we got that down, what else?
No, I know, that's what I'm saying.
You're saying a lot of what I do.
No, a lot of what we have seen, like your TikToks and, like, the, the--
What TikToks?
Just TikToks that were just super flippant about this swinging sit-situation
and just, like, that whole era of your life.
The "white trash" from Demi hurts me.
Sure, I've done trashy things, but right now,
she knows it's something I'm trying to work through, I've been working through.
And so, for her to take that jab at me, oh, hell no.
If you're gonna take a jab at me,
then I'm gonna call out you for your stuff as well.
Do you think it's trashy to take off your dress
in front of my boyfriend?
- To put your mic on? - What? What are you talking about?
You made him extremely uncomfortable
'cause you dropped your dress to get mic'd.
No one else is here, right?
Yes, come up.
Oh, I'm sorry. I had literally already had my bra out
- when he walked in to get mic'd. - No. You dropped it.
- We-- I watched you do it. - What?
Oh, my gosh. What is happening right now?
This is exactly what I was afraid of.
I would rather give birth without an epidural
than sit through this any longer.
You had your dress full on
and you didn't need to drop it to get mic'd.
And you took it off and it-- you were just in your bra.
No-- - And Dakota felt so uncomfortable.
The intention matters definitely in that moment.
We were in a rush situation to get the mics on.
I don't think it's trashy because--
Really? You don't think it's trashy pulling off your dress
in front of my boyfriend? No, especially because I didn't--
So, if I did that to Bret, that's not trashy?
No. - Tits in his face? Really?
Oh, you think I went like this, "Dakota, ooh!"
I literally was turned like this and unbuttoned.
If you're worried about that, that's a you and Dakota problem.
No, Dakota felt uncomfortable. He's like, "Her, her bra,
her tits are right there."
- Like, it's uncomfortable. - That's a him problem.
So, if I go up to Bret and take off my dress in front of him
and he's looking, [gasps] mm, 'cause he accidentally looked
'cause it's, like, right there, that's-that's a him problem?
Or am I a problem? The situation matters.
I'm not the freakin' swinger here.
I'm not the one that's going around trying to seduce other people's husbands.
I'm not proud of any of these things.
I wanna put my past behind me.
But I don't know if these women are ever gonna be able to let go of my past.
Don't you feel like this is a conversation you guys should have alone, maybe?
No, we're in the middle of this.
Like, I don't feel like you need-- You guys need to hash this out, obviously.
People are out for blood. They are out for me specifically.
None of you are standing here clean.
And I'm getting pretty frustrated
because Whitney was the one telling all this information.
"Whitney, who is your least favorite in the group and why?"
Whoa, whoa. - Oh, my God.
Honestly, I feel like right now it's Demi.
I just feel like anything that-- any truth I say,
you say, "No, you agreed with me, you said this."
And I'm like, "But I didn't say that." I don't know.
- I just-- It's Demi right now, for me. - Okay.
The box is done, God bless.
We made it through without ripping each other's heads off.
I love that that was my idea and I feel like I just got obliterated.
♪ Karma ♪
That was a great idea. The intention was there, wasn't it?
I don't know about the truth box,
I think a better name for this game would've been, like, murder-suicide.
Doesn't make any sense to me.
I'm like, "You're literally gaslighting everyone right now."
You do realize that, right? I never said that. I never ever said that.
- Yeah. - I'm-- Was kinda mad
- that you didn't stick up for me. - Me?!
- Yeah. - With what?
With her saying that. 'Cause you were in the car with me
and you were like, "I didn't hear," and I was like,
- but you were in the car with me. - Well, I'm like-- I'm trying to remember
what's going on. I don't even know what's going on.
I know, but you would remember if I said that.
But that's why I said, "No, we didn't", when she first said that.
'Cause I'm like, I-I know for a fact I didn't.
I know, but when I was like,
"Mayci, like, you were in the car with me".
I don't think that it's fair that Whitney is saying I'm not supportive.
All I do is support her.
We are only, like, three hours in to this trip,
and I'm already like, "I wanna pack my bags and go home."
Like, this isn't fun. Everyone's screaming at each other.
She's like, "No, you did say that." I'm like, "Can you just shut the fuck up?"
Well, I'll back you up if you have the conversation again.
Thank you.
I want you to know that I am not some phony person
that, like, thinks ill of you, that is talking behind your back.
It was a literal isolated moment.
And I feel like I had that resentment built up from you.
Regardless of, like, how I was feeling,
like, I should've addressed that with you, so that it didn't fester, you know?
- Yeah. - It was a low moment that came out
in a petty way, and I apologize for that.
- It was not okay in any way. - Mm, yeah.
Thank you for saying that.
I just-- I know we were supposed to have a room together,
but I think I just kinda wanna sleep alone.
I get it.
You take this room, you need to be comfortable.
I'll go to the bunk beds, for real.
You sure? - Yes.
Night night! Night night!
'Kay, goodnight.
I regret using the words that I did in the flippant way that I did,
and I do feel bad for that.
I experienced hurt and she did too.
But my intentions are pure and they are good.
And I'm really, really hopeful that we'll be able to move forward
and be stronger in our friendship than we ever have.
Everyone say their prayers, please.
Can I switch sides with you really quick so I can use this curling iron?
Yes, let me move my whole bag then--
No, you're fine. It'll literally take-take two seconds.
You guys, I'm here, I'm ready.
The party's started now. Woo-hoo!
This is the beginning. 'Kay.
And we all are doing it.
So, like, you do a move and then you walk.
Oh, that's cute. And then you do the move.
Last night, it was an absolute shitshow.
I really hope that we can bounce back from this
because, bitches, it's my birthday.
'Kay, ready?
Yeah!
I love this one. Does everyone love this one?
'Kay. I love that one.
I love that one. Thank you.
We did it!
I'm gonna go upstairs. - Yeah, go get ready.
- No, I need you to come with me. - Oh!
See ya later.
Have fun. I will.
Bye, guys.
This morning is already uncomfortable because of last night.
There is animosity in the air,
but I think that Whitney and I definitely need to sit down
and have a conversation and, and get to the bottom of it.
I'm tired of feeling this, like, un-comfort with group settings.
Where should we go?
They're all gonna listen. This is good, this is comfy.
Are you stressed? - Yeah, I'm scared.
- Why? - I don't know. Don't punch me.
I'm not gonna, like, come at you screaming unless you scream at me.
No, I won't think screaming. Just-- I don't know.
So, I know you have some feelings about me.
I like-- That's no secret, obviously.
You know, like, started with the baby shower's
when I truly, like, figure it out.
But I feel like you're really good at telling people
- how you feel about them, straight up. - Yeah.
So, I'm just curious, like, why I haven't been told.
I mean, honestly, I didn't tell you 'cause I didn't feel like I needed to.
- Because? - Like, I just, I just felt like I was fine
with where we were at.
Like, I didn't feel like I wanted to explain it.
I just felt like that was an intimate thing for you,
and that was for close friends and family,
and I don't feel like I'm your close friend.
I'm confused on what I did.
There's something that, like, sparked you to not like me
and I just was curious what it was.
Right after the swinger drama came out,
I feel like I was, like, trying to cultivate a relationship
- with you. - Okay.
I was trying to be there for you, or trying to include you,
'cause I know you were ostracized from that group.
Mm-hm. - Um...
I don't know, I just felt like it hasn't been reciprocated.
And I was like, well, I don't wanna be friends with someone like that then.
It's exhausting.
There's probably girls down there that you're not besties with,
but you-- does it, like-- I'm not besties with,
but I've defin-- but I've definitely had
more of a connection with them more than you.
But I feel like I've tried.
It's like, in the beginning, I was trying to have this connection with you
and it was never reciprocated.
I wanna be asked, "What happened with you and Conner? Like, are you okay?"
- Like-- - I feel like I have.
Her issue with Taylor is her issue with herself, honestly.
Like, I think it's just that she feels like
she's comparing herself to Taylor
and isn't living up to what the hype that Taylor's getting.
And so, she's comparing and, "Why is she getting the attention?
Why is the public forgiving her quicker than me?"
I feel like I'm slowly putting the pieces together
of who the real Whitney is.
And there are a few people in the group, specifically Mayci and Jen,
who haven't quite seen the puzzle pieces coming together.
And I think it's only a matter of time before the whole facade is showcased.
What'd she say? Like, "I was frustrated that I keep getting shit for my RSV video
and, like, people forgive you super quick."
You have a vulnerable, sick child in your video.
I understand that back then, like, TikTok was very different.
It was like you filmed everything and it was, like, just throw
everything out and see what sticks.
But looking back, I'm like--
No, even that video when she posted it caught me off guard.
But also, that day she said that Liam was, like, doing a lot better.
So, she was happy. So, she was trying to make, like, a happy video
and, like, it just wasn't, like-- what her intention was
was not what was received.
She was like, "No, my intention was to get likes and clout."
She admitted that to me.
I've never heard her say that.
Yeah. It was after our ketamine session.
Whitney and I did ketamine about eight months ago,
which is a therapy for physical trauma or emotional trauma.
And coming out of ketamine, you are feeling things very deeply,
truths are coming out about yourself that you maybe wouldn't otherwise admit.
And in that moment, she admitted to me
that video that she posted was for sympathy, likes, clout,
and for recognition, and to gain her following.
I think I even might have a video of her admitting that.
You're like, "I actually needed this for blackmail."
In that moment, I just-- I didn't wanna hear anyone else's.
I just wanted everyone there to be for-- be there for me, for just--
I'm actually glad I got called out on that
because now when I'm listening to people's stuff, I'm like,
I wanna relate but I also just wanna kinda, like,
- validate their feelings first. - Yeah.
And then maybe relate, you know?
Why is she being so nice? I know.
Yeah.
We need someone unkind to go break it up. I'm kidding.
Whitney tends to dismiss your feelings or even gaslight you
when you express that certain things happened
and that you felt a certain way.
She seems to flip the script
and somehow become the victim of her own chaos.
And I'm sick of it. This is exhausting.
♪ I'm cursed ♪
♪ By your name ♪
♪ In my mind, I'm disturbed... ♪
You pushed me a little bit too far, Whitney.
I'm gonna set the record straight at all costs.
♪ Feels like I'm haunted by you ♪
Like, I would love to be there for things you're excited about
or you want, like, support there.
But I feel like when I told you my whole Conner thing,
I got zero, nothing.
Wait, zero from who? - Everyone.
I don't agree with that.
I remember reaching out to you and being there for you.
Honestly, I don't even know why she's here.
I don't even know why she presented herself in this conversation.
I'm just like, "What's your intentions? Let's talk about intention.
What's your intention for being here in this conversation?"
I feel like Taylor doesn't care about me,
and I don't wanna be around someone like that.
And it's as simple as that.
I don't know how you expect me to work on this when I had no idea any of this.
And same with Demi, like--
But I don't expect you to work from this.
That's what I'm saying. No, through all this time--
Just leave it as it is. Like, let's just leave it.
Well, the entire time I could've worked on it.
Yeah, and I didn't care enough to say anything.
I didn't wanna say anything. But you did to everyone else.
You'll bring other people's stuff up to other people, like the Jen situation.
Like, you'll take something that I said,
that I, by the way, told you not to say anything,
and you said, "I swear on my life I won't say it."
You're the one that did the truth box. I never ever brought that up.
I told Jen, and she can do with it whatever she wants to do with that.
Yeah, but why did you feel the need to tell Jen?
Like, I didn't go to Taylor being like, "Whitney feels this way."
- She knew that; I don't know how. - And if you, and if you did,
I wouldn't care.
Okay, but you're sitting here saying that you don't care to have the conversation,
that you don't care to remedy these things,
but then you're gonna, like, shit on Taylor behind her back
and then you're gonna come at me for something I said about Taylor.
Everything I've said about her, I just said to her face right now.
Just now, but for the last two years, she hasn't heard a word of it.
- We're the ones hearing all of it. - Does that bother you?
Does that bother you that I didn't tell you?
Yeah, it bothered me that you didn't come to my shower.
Just tell me like, "Hey, I, I don't wanna be friends with you."
Like, I thought we were friends, so when you didn't show up,
I was like-- It was a big deal.
Well, I don't regret anything. I'm glad I told Jen.
I don't think that was wrong. I'd still do it.
- I don't regret it. - 'Kay, well, then you're a shitty friend.
- And then, I guess, don't be my friend. - 'Kay, I don't wanna be your friend.
If that's the way you're gonna be, that's not a friend.
Did you not just call Taylor "white trash"?
Were you planning on addressing that to Taylor?
No, but was that your place to say?
It wasn't.
And you don't care. You don't give a shit.
I wish I could say I'm surprised by Whitney's behavior right now,
but I'm absolutely not.
She needs to own it, apologize, work on it, and move forward.
It's again one of these things
where she wants to become the victim of her own behavior.
You're hurt and that's okay, I've been there,
where you don't wanna give a fuck.
But you're hurt from, like, you're hurt, but in life,
and so, you're gonna take it out on everyone?
I don't get that.
I-I get it. - I don't wanna talk about it anymore.
She's hurt you. I've never hurt Whitney ever.
Well, I have, but I get, like, where--
And then runs away.
So, I guess I'm right. I guess I'm right.
Comical.
Where'd she go?
In there.
You're gonna, like, dish shit? Be able to take it then.
Whitney, you okay?
The gloves are off, baby.
War has just begun, and you better sleep with one eye open.
I hate the shit of you can dish it, but you can't take it.
I-- That's the shit I do not stand behind. Be a woman, you little twat.
What's going on? I couldn't hear everything, what's wrong?
She thinks it's her place to tell everyone other people's shit.
Are you okay? When has that ever been a thing?
And then as we're having a heated conversation,
gets up, cries, and leaves.
The way that Whitney talks and changes her person-persona in the moment of like,
"I didn't know."
Be yourself. Who are you right now?
Yeah. 'Cause it's so different to us.
And then, to her, it's-- No. It's-It's, like,
you wanna talk about fake and behind people's back?
Whitney, you scare me.
I feel like such a pussy right now.
Why? You're fine. Oh, my gosh, no!
Why? No!
You're hurt and you need space and that's, like, tot-totally valid.
How does it feel, Whitney?
I literally wanna go ask her, "How does it feel?"
And I try to talk to you about it upstairs, you're just like,
"And I'd do it again and I'd do it again."
You're a bitch.
No, I'm stronger than this-- You are strong.
Just 'cause you're crying doesn't mean you're not strong.
It's better to walk away than to say things that you don't actually mean.
So, you did the strong thing by walking away.
Let's make this a group affair. Guys, no.
Jesus.
Continue telling the people everything about anywhere
- and everyone else. - Demi, can you just get outta
the room, please? No, I won't. Nope.
'Cause you're talkin' about me, so, no, I won't.
Demi, she needs some s-space right now.
Where was she last night when she shit on me
when I was literally getting attacked by everyone?
- Where was she? What was she doing? - You need to just respect that.
What the fuck are you talking about, Jen? Shut up.
You guys were both going at each other.
Yeah. So, why are you being
so rude now? You're being a bitch.
No, I'm not. - You are.
Because I have two people right here sitting asi-- beside Whitney,
when last night was, like, the-- probably the most heightened experience
we've experienced in this whole journey
and no one said shit, except for Taylor, who-- We had the blowup.
Then we have a frickin' minion fest over here?
Minion fest?
Chihuahua fest
of two little puppies sitting next to Whitney
being like, "Back off, she's unstable."
You raising your voice isn't helping the situation.
I mean, I'm not sitting here screaming. I'm sitting here saying--
The way you're talking right now-- I have a right to be upset.
I'm frustrated. I'm confused at where Whitney stands
and I thought we were friends. And that's not what a friend would do.
I feel you don't even care about MomTok outside of posting.
Just 'cause I told Jen what you said?
You go around the whole group telling everyone's everything.
Okay, does anyone else wanna chime in?
Well, how Whitney will hear information and she gets close to certain people
and we've kinda felt like it's a rotating door.
And it kinda feels like there's different people that get to be close to Whitney.
And when she says stuff about Taylor, it's really mean behind Taylor's back
and then when it's face-to-face, she's like, "Oh, yeah, I get it."
And I just don't think it's fair that you can act that way and it's okay,
when it's not okay for Demi to do.
Like, that just doesn't make sense to me.
I feel like Whitney gets close to you until she gets what she wants
and then she just moves on. That's just my opinion.
And that's why I just wanted to sit you down,
so you can express all of it, so I know.
With you, like, I know you're saying you're not caring,
but I find that hard to believe.
I think you want to. I think I just hurt you really bad.
Maybe I can't be your best friend right now,
but I could still, here and there, be a friend to you.
Yeah.
I don't even know what's right and what's wrong anymore.
I thought that I was doing the right thing telling Jen,
"This is Demi's feelings towards you."
It's a bit two-faced.
'Cause then she's acting like your friend surface level,
but then going behind your back.
I don't know. Ugh, I don't know. It's confusing.
I don't know what was right and I don't know what was wrong.
Anything else from anyone? This is your time.
Let it out. - This is your time.
Uh, I have something to say.
Weren't we supposed to go to dinner at six?
Oh, shiz! Do we need to go?
Yeah, we have to go.
This feels interesting going to a happy, little dinner together.
♪ Cursed tongues made of grit ♪
♪ They're all lookin' for a fight ♪
Are you okay?
I still feel like a pussy.
It's okay. That's okay.
It's okay to feel that way.
I think Taylor was right though,
when she said that, like, you act like you don't care,
- but you do. - I know.
But I don't wanna care.
I know you don't wanna care,
but that's what makes you beautiful and amazing,
is that you do care.
So, what I thought was gonna be an empowering weekend
is now all in shambles.
I don't like confrontation when it's in my friend group.
And at this point, MomTok was already hanging by a thread before this trip,
and now we're having this happen.
I just, like, don't wanna be anyone's friend.
Why?
Because of what Jessi said.
Like what?
That I get close to people...
and once I get what I want out of them then I move on.
I'm like, "What the actual fuck?"
Whitney's my best friend.
But I do think Whitney has an interesting way of handling things.
I definitely wouldn't have handled things the way she has.
And I think she kind of just, like, leaves when things get hard
instead of trying to really figure them out.
And at the same time, I do think it's one of those things where we have to do
some more work to figure out what's going on and not just run away from it.
Happy birthday.
Did we bring Mayci's presents?
Probably should've. I didn't get her one yet.
You're like, "I'm good 'cause I didn't bring one."
Don't slip, anybody. Taylor, protect the belly if you fall.
Especially in heels. Jen knows what she's doing.
Oh, it's the worst.
This is so cute!
Thank you. Great.
Okay, birthday girl, you have to wear this the whole dinner.
Ooh, okay!
Beautiful!
- 'Kay, you can adjust that if needed. - I'm like, "It's in my extensions."
- Twenty-nine, baby! - Ooh! Feeling fine.
JK, 21.
Twenty-one!
I'm honestly exhausted at this point, like, I'm so pregnant.
I feel bad for Mayci because her birthday is being ruined.
I think there are times where you should
just, like, kinda suck it up for other people.
So, I think in this situation for Mayci's dinner,
everyone just shutting up and let's enjoy the night for Mayci.
Rub some dirt on it and we can cry when we get home.
They have this little pizza appetizer.
Dang it. That sounds really good.
Oh! A vibe really.
But I didn't wanna share it with the table,
I wanted it to be my meal.
Would you want steak too?
It's a bit lonely when you feel like...
all of the friends that I thought I had, I guess they're not really my friends.
I'm lookin' at Demi and I'm just like,
"You're just-- You look like you're on fuckin' cloud nine right now."
I have to pee real fast.
Everyone is acting like everything's fine.
It's sad.
Hey. What's wrong?
Inaudible crying...
Thought I was stronger than that. I can't even sit there.
You can't?
No, I'll be fine. I'm just gonna pretend like I'm going to the bathroom.
Okay.
I think I just need to cry for a second.
I know. Okay. Go in.
I'm gonna cry and then I'll be okay.
You'll be okay?
Do you need anything?
No, I'm okay.
Did she talk at all on the way here?
Yeah, she's like, I--
What'd she say? Who are you talking about?
Whitney. I think she feels bad, too, about, like, things
that she said and stuff too.
Yeah, I get it, trust me. Literally me last night.
I feel like she kinda needs to feel the sting of what her actions
can bring to people,
so that she understands what that feels like.
'Cause it doesn't feel good. Like, that's below-the-belt stuff.
So, it's like, "Whitney, that's exactly what we're talking about.
"It doesn't feel good. Does it feel good?
Okay, I hope you don't do that moving forward."
You wanna do it and I'll hold it?
Okay, I can do it. I can do it.
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
♪ Happy birthday, dear Mayci ♪
Oh, my God!
I know when I'm fucking in the wrong.
I was fucking not wrong.
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
If this is what MomTok has turned into,
I don't wanna do this anymore.
I don't even know if these friendships are worth fighting for.
Woo! Make a wish!
Woo! Viva Las Vegas!
My husband is going to kill me.
This is my lucky poker sweatshirt. - Who said you're playing poker?
I don't know that being in Sin City is the best thing for Zac.
What?
Layla! Get into it.
Like, I haven't done anything wrong. No.
Dude, she's brainwashed.
Missing person alert. He's out of control.
This is why the Sisterhood of MomTok was created in the first place.
She's MIA. She's not answering her phone. I mean, maybe I watch too much true crime.
Birthday girl!
Oh, my gosh.
What's all the hot gossip?
- She unfollowed all of us. - No!
Do you still consider them friends?
Should I invite Whitney?
Oh, awkward.
MomTok's not what it was. And I don't know if it ever will be again.
Then why are you here?
The one time I need support, you're not there for me.
This is an act, and I'm over it.
- This is exhausting. - Cool.
Did you hang up on him? - Yeah.
Should I say something to her?
You're trying to stir the pot between me and Taylor.
Like, I don't like him.
Everyone's getting married before their brains even develop.
I did not invite him. This is for women.
Don't fuck me all week, lie to me, and then--
Sure, if you look at it that way,
- Taylor, yes. - Yeah.
My gosh, aren't you miserable? - Yeah.
It's not gonna get better. He's not gonna change.
You're gonna lose everything. I don't care.
I feel like I need to tell you something.